"Letting Go!"

Waking up this morning to a pillow full of loose hair...I knew it was time for me to take the next step. Headed to work, I contemplated on my actions later in the day. Finally making the decision, I drive to a nearby mall and walk into a salon. I tell the lady at the desk my need and she informs me that she will be glad to do the honors. As I sit in the styling chair, I watch as I "let go" of one more part of me, my hair. I have to say that this event was way more emotional than what I had prepared myself for. I just have to do as a friend told me this morning "the thing you have to do, is keep reminding yourself that what you're going through is saving your life!" I'm not sure of what is yet to come...I do know that I am praying for God to do as my mom prayed "Let it stop at the "stop sign!" All I know is that when I walked across the parking lot into the mall this afternoon, I had a God beside me who is bigger than any need that you or I will ever have.